A few weeks ago I made a poll about how all the art I post is happy, but not everthing I draw. Everyone who voted said “yes” to me showing my personal stuff. This is my first time posting personal stuff so I am still a little nervous

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This picture may be little confusing, but hopefully I can explain it…
This picture is called “My Two Hearts” and it is ment to show how I have “two hearts” (not literally). My first heart is the one I “wear on my sleeve.” I am a very happy and kind person to anyone I meet, though very shy. Once I get to know someone, I become less shy and am very friendly. But also, I am very easy to get hurt and cry. This emotional-ness is why I am considered to have “my heart on my sleeve.”
My second heart is the one that is only seen by those who get really close to me. This is my heart that is frozen under a shadow. This is my heart that I hide from most people, because this heart, as you can see, is not in the best of conditions. This is my heart that I gave away too many times to “friends” and “loves” (boyfriends) and was hurt so much that I needed to freeze it from the world to keep it from being completely destroyed...

In the end, though it may confuse people, both are me…both are my hearts…the one who is who I am to those I meet and the one I keep back from people to not ever get hurt again…
The character is an anime version of me. I covered my eyes because I know my eyes would show emotions that would take away from the hearts (if that makes sense...).
Also I tried coloring and shading, so if it looks bad...it because I am new to that stuff...
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…I hope this isn’t too confusing to people…
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There are many, many, many people who have the same "two hearts"
Me included!
So, trust me, you are definitely not alone~
Thanks for your comment <3
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and thanks
*forever smothers you in hugs*